Day 7 of my diet:
I am sat in bed eating chocolate and looking at skinny girls that make me hate myself on Tumblr.
I have not come far.
And I am still fat.
i hate it when my “friends” just dismiss something i’m really passionate about like “oh you’re talking about that again” like shut up don’t ruin this for me do you know how many times i’ve pretended to care or even genuinely tried to get interested in what you like????? the least you could do is fake it rather than making me feel like a burden
This is one of the most hurtful things friends do
When I first started to worry about my weight and would look at ‘thinspo’ this picture made me feel sick to my stomach. I thought she looked painfully skinny and never wanted to be like that. Now I look at it and I’m sick with jealousy. This disease changes the way you see everything. You’ll never be the same. I’m reminded of that every time I see this picture.
But she looks normal to me.
*has emotional breakdown choosing what to eat at a restaurant*